ttachments enclosed of commutations with leaders. I think I met some of you at the parade this weekend, when I was working the VIP setup area. I was a privilege to march ( and work and be of service as event staff) sober for the first time, in a pride parade in San Francisco.


Ben from the Transgender law center suggested I contact you.





To whom it may concern:



I am interested in getting more involved as I am able with the GLBT community and change; I have experienced first hand decimation, and other factors. I want to make change, but mediate and brain storm with city leaders, I think it would be good to have a unbiased 3rd party repezendinting both of our interests.



I have been in talks with the City's whistle blower, and Police commission and MUNI via some concerns as I have others. I also am being honest and open about my past, past actions, mis deeds I did because of looking the other way.



I want to fight for change from harassment, denial, or decimation with non-profits working for the city, Police, Law enforcement, I became a drunk in the past, committed various past transgressions due to brutally and denial of services, I have my moments, where I don't work my program or always do the right, I am also willing to bend the law and rules a bit



I would like you to mediate on my behalf and meet to discuss concerns with



1.) Health department

2.) Law Enforcement

3.) Local Businesses and 501(c)3 non profits.

4.) Healthcare

5.) Shelters

6.) Assistance programs

7.) Transgender / sexual orntation training on the diversity of trans folks

8.) Training on laws, and compliance issues

9.)

10.)





I would like to meet someplace nutria while I have officially filed some complaints, I don't want to paint a target on my back like a bull with retaliation, I want to try to lobby and change policies, and procudruesand training, and possibly in the process weed out the bad apples on the tree


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---------- Forwarded message ----------
From: Lee McInnis Gaetjens
Date: Sun, Jun 29, 2008 at 3:29 PM
Subject: Fwd: 304926 and SFPD complaint /
To: sfpd.commission@sfgov.org


I have attempted to make some contact regarding a few incidents, of misconduct by SFPD, I called to report an attempted mugging in Jan 2008, and was disrespected and questioned and suggested by MUNI and SFPD on 3 prior occasions that I was whoring myself out.

I wish to set up a meeting with the police commission and mun police to discuss these grave concerns, I came back to my birthplace of California, and if public servants are not willing to enforce the law as ethically required to as under the law, its very hateful, and does not give law enforcement.

Law Enforcement which due to ethics issues is supposed in the eyes of Justice to remain unbiased in the justice they serve, regardless of personal viewpoints they are after all civil servants.


City agency's, contractors, which get city funding just trying to survive to start her life over, since Jan 2008 I have been denied equal treatment and been discriminated against been suggested that sir mama, I have been physically assaulted just for being Transgender, I do not drink, use drugs, nor have I ever prostitute myself, I am highly intelligent,

I have ties to the area, I was born In Almeda county in 1981, It has been suggested that due to documentation issues, or that I was unwelcome and should move back to Texas where I came out and started my transition, its been suggested that I am a man and Carnot be raped, or that I do this to myself, I need to deepen my voice, and I choose this, it has been questioned due my name or accent, by Local Law Enforcement , City workers, or city contract workers that Its my fault

I am presently being abused, and if this is the best America has to offer, I am trying to start over, make a new life for myself,

I would like to set up an appointment to discuss this matter

(713) 578-0016 - Mobile phone (415) -659-8215 / MCINNISLEEGAETJENS@GMAIL.COM

I'm not an Angel, I used to drink, and get in minor souffles, I got sober, and started over and moved on with my life, If you desire to run a check on me. I bring drank because I was abused, law enforcement and the system failed me, and I had a death wish, I all most ac hived that in 2007, I had a spiritual awaking, I am growing inpatient of slipping through the cracks, and want to talk but I am afraid of retaliation.

I paid my debit, moved on which you are welcome to inquire about, I would like to talk to Teresa spark(s) or a agent of hers.

youu can check TX DL #23861246
McInnis Lee Gaetjens / Leigh McInnis Gaetjens (soon) here

http://www.law.com/jsp/ca/PubArticleFriendlyCA.jsp?id=1097686262062
VIN#
Texas Truck 07SFN3
for most of my life I am and have been a law obeying individual, I have zero felony's, no DUI(s) , no drug conversations.is

I am composing this message because I am afraid, the system failed me before, and I also made bad choices binging in 2006, its not my nature to ask for help when discriminated due to gender identity, or sexual identity which I have been here, I'm pretty tough, but I know you cant win all the battles.

I made bad choices, in 2006 http://www.transhouston.com/for_police/ I paid my debits and moved on, I came out there, and dealt with my homophobia, and trans-phobia and started drinking. I am being abused now, and I don't trust many individuals.

I became sober July 13, 2007, I don't all ways work the best program, I go to meetings, and awake around 2am, and go to bed between 8 and 10pm. I am discriminated due to being homeless, being in shelters, and the fact I don't drink or use and refuse to live in a crack house hotel. I desire to work, and live someplace safe.



I allowed due to my drinking and poor choices, my life to stack up between late 2005- and 2007

I have lived in San Francisco (my father does too we don't speak) as of Jan 6, 2008.


I do want to meet to discuss the widespread concerns of discrimination.

I look forward toward corresponding with you.







---------- Forwarded message ----------
From: Lee McInnis Gaetjens
Date: Wed, Jun 18, 2008 at 2:17 PM
Subject: Fwd: 304926 / Internal Affairs
To:








---------- Forwarded message ----------
From: De Leon, Elvira
Date: Tue, Jun 17, 2008 at 3:33 PM
Subject: 304926
To: LEEMCG@leemcg.com












June 11, 2008







Leigh Gaetjens McInnis

Post Office Box 425081

San Francisco, CA 94142

LEEMCG@LEEMCG.COM





Thursday, May 29, 2008
Overview
This is to Inform MUNI /MTA / DPT that Prior reporting an ongoing
series incident(s) and of assault on me, and gender decimation, sexual
orientation discrimination, and Gender Identity Discrimination by your
agents, MUNI Municipal Enforcement Officers (DPT).

Documented Incident #1
On May 15, 2008 assaulted, and threatened by an individual that
appeared to me intoxicated when I bored your Train at church station
with a large laundry bag, I was very hot 96 degrees with a Higher Heat
Index.
The trains were delayed, I boarded a two car TT inbounded and was
stuck for a while between Church Station and Van Ness station. During
this time a white male older touched me in an inapropate sexual
manner, put his fist to my face, and I was very tired from the heat
and moving the laundry bag.
Two Passengers interveianed, the man reeked of drinking. I exited the
station given the days there were two MUNI "Municipal Enforcement
Officers" there checking for proof of payment. I told them what
happened, they referred me to the station agent near the south side of
Vanes Avenue, close to the Honda Car Dealership where he attempted
more than 3 times to have the MUNI "Enforcement / safety officers"
come over they were less than 20 feet away at the staircase near the
mentioned ticket agent.

The agent was older Asian, male short, small in his (40s) gray hair.,
the officer(2) were black African American female's one small,
(medium high it) one heavy set (short) in their 20s-30s

prior to the above incident I used to ride underground in the MUNI
metro, I have been when showing proof of payment referred to as sir, I
am a transgender woman, I live as such, I also have had some cosmetic
work, amongst other things. Your MUNI officers and some station
agents refer to me as "sir" I demand that it stop as it is gender
discrimination under the city of san Francisco and the state of
California Discrimination law against, gender identity, sexual
orientation.

I am afraid for my life to ride underground, being tall, but very
small and petite. As apparently, the law does not apply to everyone,
and your officers also I have witnessed and smelled drinking on their
breath as I mention in the following incident, this has been ongoing
from Jan 2008 when I relocated to San Francisco.

After the first incident I called 311 and made a MUNI complaint, I
made another one on line, this is written documented evidence, and I
demand a Full Investigation

Documented Insidant #2

In powell station the same week as Insandt number listeed above, I was
and have been continued to be addressed as Sir, SHIM< Shemale, by one
of your MUNI Police officers, who has made homophobic, and transphobic
jokes, reaks of booze, drinks on the job, and Have personalty
witnessed assult a verbally combative individual on METRO / Muni

This person is a black male older gray hair, aferican American who
glasses, white hair, and a shor younger aferican American female, I
did take some vigilante justice as mentioned in my prior report to 311

Insidant #3

In Jan 2008 I called SFPD due to being assaulted by a knife, in the
western addition from mobile phone number 713-578-0016 it was around
the 18th (unsure of excat date)

It was suggested, that I was the problem and should leave the city,
your officers cuffed and searched me, and suggested that Ieave the
city, the kinffe and ssult was covered up and dropped by a older white
gray hair police officer, with beer belly

Summary:

I am not a angel, though I've been good most of your life, I came here
for a fresh start I am native to alameda county, the TransPhobia, and
lack of enforcement disgusts me, I don't have equal rights, or equity,
nor am I given the same rights which I have, and am entailed to.







Dear Leigh Gaetjens McInnis:



Thank you for your report regarding an incident on the T-Third Street
line on May 16, 2008.



Your report was forwarded to George Louie, Green Division
Superintendent and to the San Francisco Police Department, MUNI
Transit Police Detail, for their information and appropriate action.



We appreciate your notifying MUNI of criminal activities or incidents
on board our buses as it allows us to take preventative action.
MUNI's primary goal is to provide safe transportation to our riders.





Sincerely,









Maria Williams

Manager, Passenger Services

SF Municipal Railway







Reference #: 304926

SRN #: 215892


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Co-dependant admited, HALT, and shut the fuck up and listen more

4/30/08

Today I have had some Inseucirtys, I am sober, but I don't have an gratitude, I have resentments toward someone I cared about here, in San Francisco, someone I held, I loved, as a sister, and yes I did want more, but I respected the persons boundaries, I also potentionaly saved this persons life, when she had a medical emergency.

I held her, and lately The Smiths How Soon is Now, explains about How I feel about her, and what I am not going to do, go home to a club, and cry and you want to die. I feel close to her, I bonded, but she was too controlling, passive, and domnateing.

I can't be with you if you are vegan, I cant be your friend if you are a lesbian, I cant be around you if you are attracted to me, she creates drama, when she speaks or someone assumes about us, she is insecure, I cant stay up late playing video games, all night, 7 am is too early to get up, Blah I need rest, I cant stay up to 3 am and expect to be up a 5 am for my shower.

I need someone who is a hard worker like me, I don't need romance it just uh sort of happened. But I am powerless over somoen who thinks she is miss aa, due to she went though treatment, but she doesn't have a drinking problem.

I know more about myself, and life. I know who I am. I know its not healthy for me I know what's healthy for me for work, living, and AA. I got off track due to my crush, and co-depdancy. I push myself in to much, in other affairs. I am just slipping, but I am still sober, I am going to talk less, and folks will notice, my Insanity, emotions, and insecurity is across the board, and at least built a good foundation around my program, i wish I had more of time for fun, and social life, but 30 is fucking old. And I partied my ass off in Texas, cleaned up my act, and got out of dodge with my Ford.

I wish my family though the love me, would understand, Louisiana, or Texas is just not home for me, I wish my religion LDS and others would not be so perscutited or the FLDS is fucked it up for me from a bunch or sect members in elderado.

I got my

old personality back, which I lost, I still care about this person, but as a friend, its not a healthy relatshionship. Just remember HALT, and to keep working my program.

Itinerary
Date	Flight	Routing Details
Wed Aug 13	2659	Depart OAKLAND CA (OAK) at 9:00 AM Arrive in NEW ORLEANS LA (MSY) at 5:55 PM

MEETING, LEAVE,
Drive to Houston
Access warehouse / office / mini stoarge
MAIL LETTERS PACK SOS BACKS, PREPARE FOR PLAN B
RIG TRUCK, TCB, GET JUSTICE FOR THE INJUSTICE
Stop 3296, LAMBA, EAT
TCB TO PHONIX meeting
LOS ANGELES meeting
BACK TO SFO met
OFFICE PARK, STORAGE
JUMP SHIP AND BAY
USE FAKE DOCS, ACCESS SOS BAG, JUMP SHIP

boat, flight, other access. golden gate. bldg.


072 fn3 texas truck

Itinerary
Date	Flight	Routing Details
Wed Aug 13	2659	Depart OAKLAND CA (OAK) at 9:00 AM Arrive in NEW ORLEANS LA (MSY) at 5:55 PM

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HOUSTON
N, CHISTAN WILLIAMS, LILLY RODDY, ZOE KINSEY, RAY HILL, PHILLIS FRYE, JUDGE KELLER, RENEEE THOMPSON,
3296- VICTOR, HENRY, JAMES, JOHN, ENRQIUE, CARL, ELMADEAN, TINO,
LAMBA- NOTE /USPS - SONNY, CARTER
CASTRO CONTRY CLUB, JOHN MIKE,
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DLG-NOTE / USPS
MLS / USPS NOTE
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Photos from the weekend

my life in houston

10/20/07

The growth of myself, and I am working the 4ht step and inventory

> 2. When you are ready to make a beginning on your fourth step, remember
> there is no hard or fast rule. You should, however, end up with three
> lists; among them would be a list of resentments of people, institutions or
> principles, including the reason why you are angry. Page 65 in the Big Book
> is a good layout to follow, but don't get confused (which I did) about the
> actual wording. Stick with your own life. Then if you need help, I will
> help you figure out what part of your life each item of the list has an
> affect on, such as self-esteem, security, ambitions, personal and sex
> relations.
>
> Another list would be one of your fears, with no resentment in
> connection with them.
>
> A third list will be to review when and how, and in just what instances
> did your selfish pursuit of the sex relation damage other people and
> yourself? Page 52 in the Twelve and Twelve will help with this (second
> paragraph).
>
> That's about it Lee, for now, except let me refer you to p. 46 in the
> Twelve & Twelve, beginning with the middle paragraph and finishing to the
> end of p. 47. This will give you a heads up on the reasons most people have
> a hard time with the fourth step, including moi.

Thats the attachment after the meeting with my sponsor today. In other news, I have opened myself up more to understanding and acceptability and well being more open and less bitchy, but I don't like crowds even though My narcissism ego. I don't want to add more to the above list, till I am able which for the most part I don't think is a good idea I have IRS and other matters to attend to. I am focused on leavening given My view is not good here, and I have damaged my reputation beyond repair here, which even If it is repairable, I want nothing to do with my own kind, or other trans gender folk. I find most disgusting and regardless, I find drag queens, transsexual hookers and escorts more disgusting and even cross dressers equity repulsive.

I crossed boundaries and have a very long list of things to write, the problem is well the memories are coming back bad. I remember at one time I had a friend of mine tail, or run a plate number etc. for my own mischievous purposes or install a gps tracking device, and even had bugged a room in a building, or slashed tires the hate of myself and insecurity and demon. I want to be good and kind again, the anger was inside myself and at myself and I wasn't ready and I am uncertain how to preside but I plan to do step 4 very honestly and passionately and other means.

In other news I got a bit done today, and worked on some issues and have a drive outside the city for some personal affairs in the morning or tomorrow and Monday I have much to bring to my un-manageable tasks here in Houston before leavening for San Fransisco ideally, next fall winter 2008 before new years hopefully before Halloween or thanksgiving to start my life over in one year where I can have a clean slate and fresh start after I work on my interpersonal issues and unmanagabityly.

I'm willing to go to any-eights to move even leave everything behind, not out of shame or geographic running, but because I was wrong as much as I don't like to admit, it and even if others can forgive me, I am too ashamed to ever set foot in this town again.

I did laundry today, cooked breakfast, ate dinner, went out for coffee, and went shopping for some HBA and personal products and other tasks, I might go to memorial city, and stroll the temple grounds this weekend. Its peaceful up there im trying to get NB to go with me. She would be amazed.

In other news, I had to cut off some other pain, CE number is removed from the phone book he caused me to much pain. LR I have respected her wishes and the wishes of others.

My therapist gave me some thoughts, and I have done some research on disorders and ideas. And I have accepted that I have a problem and I am working one day at time to correct it. In other news, I have some doc appointments this week with MM and JT and also do not regret my digression this weekend it was good for my karma even if out of my usual sexual pickyness I have very high standards and am overly deadpanning and had my feelings hurt even if I lowered my standards briefly.

I have to go grocery shopping ina bit, call the insurance co, update my police report for the bum that went after my truck, and do other things. I have to work on my list the list and pain of hell. And work on more and more I have made my self assessment and my sponsor is wonderful and puts up with my bitch and I just have to bring more order to my life.

I did laundry today, and went to the bank, called the folks, and DT. Left a message at MLS, and talked to PMG. Ill probably talk to DLG tomorrow. I also have to shop around for an atty for a personal and tax red tape manner, and other issues.

I am going shopping for a individualized health care plan, and have a job fair, and resume and other things to do, and to see about a service project as well. I talked to Brandi also and took care and hope she is well.